So Long Sweet Summer!

Hello August 31st.
The first day of classes.
The day that everyone dreads.

And yet everyone secretly welcomes it with butterflies of excitement and anticipation and nervousness in their tummies. Remember how you were so excited to go to school and meet your teachers? And you had a special new outfit with awesome shoes that were definitely going to make you the most popular person in P.E. class. (Note to certain people - and not just me: Overalls are not included in this "special outfit" category.)

Here on the famed BYU campus, it seems like every girl gets all gussied up for this. New jeans, fancy shoes, big hair and everything. Not me.

I make a point of wearing a certain article of clothing - sometimes it's a shirt, sometimes it's a skirt, sometimes it's shoes - that I dislike. Because then I will dislike what I'm wearing ALL day long. That way I'm not one of the crowd. I don't walk around with the omnipresent 'excited, yet completely SCARED' look on my face. I might maybe be a little excited, but thanks to that awesome piece of clothing that I keep around for just this reason, I'm unique. Pretty clever, right? I think so. :)

But however smart I think I am, school is going to be formidable and is going to take a Herculean amount of effort on my part. Hopefully I can do it.

Homesick but happy.

I got to walk around Salt Lake City last night. And the fact that the whole city wasn't dead and quiet by 10 o'clock made me so excited.

People were walking around and joking and laughing. There were random parties and concerts happening on street corners and in parks. And the people walking around weren't your normal -run-of-the-mill people. They had character and personality. It reminded me SO much of NYC. And I got a little homesick.

But then driving home late at night, I saw something wonderful. As you drive on the freeway and get to the edge of American Fork and Pleasant Grove, I drove over the hill and saw a beautiful sight. From way off to the side of the mountain, I got to see this: (Minus the line of light going up to it - this picture is kind of old. They light it up a different way now.)

And seeing this really isn't that big a deal. They light it up for the graduation ceremonies every semester and for homecoming in the fall. (They lit it up again tonight for the second night of graduation. I'm sitting here in my living room, and I love that I can see it from my couch.) But for some reason, it kind of hit me at this point how much I love being in Utah.

Yes, I love New York, and I always will. It is such an important part of my life and it is the place I dream about constantly because I miss it so so much. But, Utah is home. I live here now. And as much as I first hated coming out here to this strange world that is so completely different from NY, it has grown on me. I hated a lot of things about this place - mostly the fact that I wasn't really happy here.

But now, sometimes I can't bear to think of leaving it. As much as everything here can get chaotic and frustrating and seem so overwhelming, this is home. This is where my heart is now.

So last night just kind of made this transition feel so real. I saw SLC and loved it and missed NYC. But then that Y on the mountain just felt so right. Homesick and happy. Is that even possible? I guess so. And that's how I like it.

wednesday wonders.

today was interesting. good and bad, with ups and downs. lots of downs, but really good ups. because it is the 12th, here are 12 things I learned from wednesday.

1. "If there's something wrong, those who have the ability to take action have the responsibility to take action." i believe it.
2. the tiles in the bathroom at my brother's house aren't really tan. they are purple. i just didn't realize that until after i scrubbed it for 2 hours.
3. the BYU bookstore can be talked into giving you an extra 20% (40% total!) off of all 48 pompoms, 24 footballs, and all 29 yards of fabric (etc.) that you have to purchase. it just requires that you climb up and down 3 levels of stairs repeatedly, go on a goose hunt for someone that doesn't really exist, and convince a lady named Nicole that you really are doing this for a good reason.
4. pinesol smells DEE-LISH. actually, I really like cleaning with it. when something smells so fresh like that, i'm more willing to scrub harder because i want the whole house to smell like it.
5. sometimes good things happen to good people.
6. mango flavored things make the days a little bit better.
7. BYU football and thursdays are exciting. :D
8. attitude is a matter of choice, not consequence.
9. land rovers are very roomy. they can fit 3 sets of golf clubs, 2 suitcases, 1 memorabilia football, 3 containers of random clothing/curtains, 2 boardgames, 1 lampshade, 3 college students, and lots of love.
10. relish the awkward moments. they make for awesome memories.
11. I have no Napoleonic dream. I'm just hard-working and pragmatic. ("pragmatic"=matter-of-fact/concerned with practical matters)
12. as long as you don't give up on me, i won't give up on you.

I'm on a boat

So I was on a boat last weekend. We woke up before the sun so that we could be on the lake before anyone else. And it was totally worth it! We had absolutely the most beautiful water. So glassy and perfect to wakeboard on. I haven't ridden on perfect water like that in a LONG LONG time. It was incredible.


And yet, I still managed to do something like this:




It kind of really really stung. And kept stinging after I'd gone and fallen again three more times.
Then, I decided to jump off the boat. But I got a lovely reward for trying to do it with a wakeboard on. :)



This picture is from 4 days later. It is so colorful!
All in all, it really was a fantastic trip that I now have a reminder of every time I raise my left arm. :) I just wish I could go every day.




20 days until school starts? where did summer go?

This only adds to how weird I am. Please, no judging me.... :)

I got the best surprise yesterday!!! (actually, I got a couple of them, but you only get to hear about one right now...)

I made a quick trip home. And sitting underneath the door mat was a lovely brown box.

And guess what this box had in it!!! (You will never guess. EVER. It's just not something you'd think that anyone would get in a package.)

I've been looking for these for forever. No joke. I even looked them up online and went to all the places that said they had them. And NO ONE had any.

So, I took matters into my own hands. :)
And this is what I got:


These are so convenient. How can you NOT want some?
Plus, they're good for you. :)

Stuff you probably don't need to know about me... but here you go anyways...

Alisa tagged me in this on FB. So, of course I'm putting it here. For some reason, I'd rather put it here than on there.

1. What time did you get up this morning?
6:45

2. How do you like your steak?
For dinner. Medium rare.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
UP!

4. What is your favorite TV show?
I’m currently stuck on Psych. :)

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
In a house.

6. What did you have for breakfast?
FUZE juice. And now I want a bagel.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Ooooh, anything ethnic. Mexican, Chinese, Thai, Ethiopian, Indian, etc. And yet, whenever I crave something, it is usually a hamburger.

8. What foods do you dislike?
mustard.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
Candlelight (or the Little Corner Mexican Restaurant.)

10. Favorite dressing?
Any vinagrette.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Grover the gas-guzzling Land Rover. He’s a beast and I love him.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Scarves.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Anywhere and everywhere. I love traveling.

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
I’m working on looking at the full side of life.

15. Where would you want to retire?
Anywhere with a front porch that has a rocking chair with my name on it. I’m not too picky.

16. Favorite time of day?
When the sun comes up and when the sun goes down.

17. Where were you born?
Orem.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Fooootball. European and American.

19. Bird watcher?
Nope. People are much more interesting - especially at airports and malls.

20. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Mmm night. But mornings aren’t so bad anymore...

21. Do you have any pets?
After the loss of Lebron, I would love another puppy, but not just yet. So instead, we got some fish that we are currently trying to get rid of. Any takers? I’m pretty sure they’ll die if they stay with us.

22. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
I successfully returned my DVD at Redbox! Other than that..... nope, not really.

23. What did you want to be when you were little?
A lifeguard. And I fulfilled my career goal at the age of 15. Who else can say they accomplished that?!

24. What is your best childhood memory?
The ice cream cones from Macey’s we got on daddy-daughter dates.

25. Are you married?
Nope.

26. Always wear your seat belt?
YES.

27. Been in a car accident?
Yes? - But not with another car.

28. Any pet peeves?
Open cupboard doors – I got it from my mother.

29. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
anything but anchovies.

30. Favorite Flower?
lilies. And gardenias. :)

31. Favorite ice cream?
cookies and cream right now. I’m sure I’ll move on to another one soon.

32. Favorite fast food restaurant?
the whopper jr. is the greatest $1 burger in America.

33. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
None! The usually failed people at the New Ro one, but I took it in White Plains. HA!

38. From whom did you get your last email?
my Cambodian brother

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
TARGET. Hands down.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Backflipped off the wake sufboard. Because I had to show someone up. :) Other than that, the Saturday before last was pretty spontaneous.

41. Like your job?
LOVE it. 2 years and counting.

42. Broccoli?
yes, please.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Any road trip with Christian. And Florida with Carol. And the South Dakota ones.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
David.

45. What are you listening to right now?
Adele – ‘crazy for you’‘. She’s got an incredible voice. And that song just ended – so now it’s ‘daydreamer’.

46. What is your favorite color?
I’m kind of slightly obsessed with dark purple right now.

47. How many tattoos do you have?
None. My star that I drew on my hand washed off yesterday in the lake...

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:43 a.m.

50. Coffee Drinker?
More like a coffee smeller.

boating!

to me, this is the epitome of summer - carefree, relaxing, sunshine, water, friends, fun.
what else could there be to distract me and pull me back to the real world? NOTHING.

(Yes, I stole this picture.)

today I did one of these:
,
while riding one of these:

while being pulled behind a red one of these:


The first time was closer than the second. I almost had it the second time, too.


I will be very sad when I can no longer do any of the above
because my foot will have one of these:


september 4th = no more boating.
no more boating = summer is over.
ergo, september 4th means summer is over.

that will be a sad, sad day.