Alisa tagged me in this on FB. So, of course I'm putting it here. For some reason, I'd rather put it here than on there.
1. What time did you get up this morning?
6:45
2. How do you like your steak?
For dinner. Medium rare.
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
UP!
4. What is your favorite TV show?
I’m currently stuck on Psych. :)
5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
In a house.
6. What did you have for breakfast?
FUZE juice. And now I want a bagel.
7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Ooooh, anything ethnic. Mexican, Chinese, Thai, Ethiopian, Indian, etc. And yet, whenever I crave something, it is usually a hamburger.
8. What foods do you dislike?
mustard.
9. Favorite Place to Eat?
Candlelight (or the Little Corner Mexican Restaurant.)
10. Favorite dressing?
Any vinagrette.
11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Grover the gas-guzzling Land Rover. He’s a beast and I love him.
12. What are your favorite clothes?
Scarves.
13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Anywhere and everywhere. I love traveling.
14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
I’m working on looking at the full side of life.
15. Where would you want to retire?
Anywhere with a front porch that has a rocking chair with my name on it. I’m not too picky.
16. Favorite time of day?
When the sun comes up and when the sun goes down.
17. Where were you born?
Orem.
18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
Fooootball. European and American.
19. Bird watcher?
Nope. People are much more interesting - especially at airports and malls.
20. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Mmm night. But mornings aren’t so bad anymore...
21. Do you have any pets?
After the loss of Lebron, I would love another puppy, but not just yet. So instead, we got some fish that we are currently trying to get rid of. Any takers? I’m pretty sure they’ll die if they stay with us.
22. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
I successfully returned my DVD at Redbox! Other than that..... nope, not really.
23. What did you want to be when you were little?
A lifeguard. And I fulfilled my career goal at the age of 15. Who else can say they accomplished that?!
24. What is your best childhood memory?
The ice cream cones from Macey’s we got on daddy-daughter dates.
25. Are you married?
Nope.
26. Always wear your seat belt?
YES.
27. Been in a car accident?
Yes? - But not with another car.
28. Any pet peeves?
Open cupboard doors – I got it from my mother.
29. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
anything but anchovies.
30. Favorite Flower?
lilies. And gardenias. :)
31. Favorite ice cream?
cookies and cream right now. I’m sure I’ll move on to another one soon.
32. Favorite fast food restaurant?
the whopper jr. is the greatest $1 burger in America.
33. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
None! The usually failed people at the New Ro one, but I took it in White Plains. HA!
38. From whom did you get your last email?
my Cambodian brother
39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
TARGET. Hands down.
40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Backflipped off the wake sufboard. Because I had to show someone up. :) Other than that, the Saturday before last was pretty spontaneous.
41. Like your job?
LOVE it. 2 years and counting.
42. Broccoli?
yes, please.
43. What was your favorite vacation?
Any road trip with Christian. And Florida with Carol. And the South Dakota ones.
44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
David.
45. What are you listening to right now?
Adele – ‘crazy for you’‘. She’s got an incredible voice. And that song just ended – so now it’s ‘daydreamer’.
46. What is your favorite color?
I’m kind of slightly obsessed with dark purple right now.
47. How many tattoos do you have?
None. My star that I drew on my hand washed off yesterday in the lake...
49. What time did you finish this quiz?
8:43 a.m.
50. Coffee Drinker?
More like a coffee smeller.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
boating!
to me, this is the epitome of summer - carefree, relaxing, sunshine, water, friends, fun.
what else could there be to distract me and pull me back to the real world? NOTHING.
(Yes, I stole this picture.)
today I did one of these:
,
while riding one of these:
while being pulled behind a red one of these:
The first time was closer than the second. I almost had it the second time, too.
I will be very sad when I can no longer do any of the above
because my foot will have one of these:
september 4th = no more boating.
no more boating = summer is over.
ergo, september 4th means summer is over.
that will be a sad, sad day.
what else could there be to distract me and pull me back to the real world? NOTHING.
(Yes, I stole this picture.)
today I did one of these:
,while riding one of these:
while being pulled behind a red one of these:
The first time was closer than the second. I almost had it the second time, too.
I will be very sad when I can no longer do any of the above
because my foot will have one of these:
september 4th = no more boating.
no more boating = summer is over.
ergo, september 4th means summer is over.
that will be a sad, sad day.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Happiness is all around you, laughing with you, and loving you.
I think growing up with 10 kids in my family has made me love being surrounded by people. Moving to Utah was one of the hardest things for me to do because I had to go from having 9 or so people in the same house with me to none. It was kind of depressing. Okay, it was really depressing. I missed having both Anna and Emma come sleep with me after they'd woken up in the middle of the night (Thank you, Dad, for telling them to go sleep with me, instead of letting them crawl in with you). So, I solved that problem. I got two extra big pillows to sleep with, besides my regular one. And I put one between me and the wall, and the other I snuggle with. And then everything is just dandy! Still not quite the same thing, but definitely a lot closer.
But pillows aren't exactly the most animated.
So I've tried to convince la roommate to get a pet.
I wanted a kitten, she vetoed. She wanted a rabbit, I vetoed.
(speaking of cats:
I made a new friend last night! And he almost followed me home. I had to run a couple blocks to escape his interest. He looked a little like this:
I named him Felix. But sadly, sadly, someone in my apartment would have regretted my bringing my new friend home with me. But their allergies would have loved me. LOVED me.)
Alas, since Felix will not be joining our household, we have instead agreed to the open adoption of two aquatic creatures that will be moving in momentarily. They might already have names? If not, I want to name one Sergei and the other Hosea... or maybe Nina?
Anyways, I'm pretty stoked.
But pillows aren't exactly the most animated.
So I've tried to convince la roommate to get a pet.
I wanted a kitten, she vetoed. She wanted a rabbit, I vetoed.
(speaking of cats:
I made a new friend last night! And he almost followed me home. I had to run a couple blocks to escape his interest. He looked a little like this:
I named him Felix. But sadly, sadly, someone in my apartment would have regretted my bringing my new friend home with me. But their allergies would have loved me. LOVED me.)
Alas, since Felix will not be joining our household, we have instead agreed to the open adoption of two aquatic creatures that will be moving in momentarily. They might already have names? If not, I want to name one Sergei and the other Hosea... or maybe Nina?
Anyways, I'm pretty stoked.
Some are scared to fly so high. Well, this is how we have to try - have no envy, no fear. j.radin
"One day you will feel like you know what you are doing."That is the piece of wisdom I read today while getting my daily fill of the news. And my first thought was 'Really? I don't believe it.' I think the older I get, the more I realize I don't know. I've been blessed to be working at the same job for the past 2 years. And I do know a lot.
My list of accomplishments from this job include (but definitely are not limited to): interior design, prop building, binder assembling, becoming a copy-making fiend, preparations dances, scheduling - then re-scheduling - a building, computer hacking skills, repair skills-including anything from pool cues to printers, safety and security, and teaching my managers how to call people anonymously, etc....
But, as comfortable and confident as I sometimes feel, I still don't know everything. Most of the time, I can find the answer to a question and help someone, but there are still a lot of things that I don't know.
Well, today I realized that I already knew the most important thing about my job. I know how to help someone. Even if I don't know the answer. A big part of having a job like mine, at least to me, is your customer service. I think it's HUGELY important - the way you treat people is the reflection of the love and respect you have for them. Especially when you don't know them.
Today, while trying to track down a lost order from our supplier's warehouse, the girl on the other end of the phone wasn't being particularly helpful. Anyways, after talking to her for a while and then being put on hold for at least 15 minutes, I realized that there was no point in me getting frustrated at her. It didn't help anyone. Least of all me. And maybe talking on the phone with her and letting her figure things out will help her become more able to help another customer faster and more easily the next time around.
I guess everything we do comes from a choice. And I just want to choose to be happy. I like being happy. So even if I never ever feel completely confident in myself, even if I never learn anything else, that is all I need to know - everything we do comes from a choice. And we can choose to be happy.
And in regards to that, I do need to work on being happier. No more disgruntled grumpiness in the mornings was step one. Although, I'm doing an okay job, right Kinsey?
That which we persist in doing becomes easier for us to do; not that the nature of the thing itself is changed, but that our power to do it has increased.
- Heber J. Grant
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I'm conquering dragons. How about you?
So today I found this:
Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be defeated.
- g.k. chesterton
I can remember wanting to be a princess when I was little. I wanted to find a white horse and ride off into the sunset. I wanted to live in a tower in a land that was perfect. I wanted the pretty dresses and long flowing hair. I wanted to be able to talk to animals, to sing with birds. I wanted carriage rides and tiaras.
And now that I know that princess school does not actually exist, this is the kind of princess I want to be:
That girl knew what she was doing. Thank you, Princess Elizabeth, for being on my list of heroes. My dragon may not be your dragon, but you showed me that I can beat mine - without a sword, a suit of armor, or a horse.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
I didn't stick with the plan.
There are so many scenarios where this applies.
1. Football. 4th down and yards to go, told to punt. Bypassed logic and just went for it instead.
2. Kitchen. Supposed to follow the directions explicitly to the letter. Didn't. Chose gut feeling instead.
3. Work. List of things to do and not to do. Ignored the whole thing. Rewrote my own list instead.
4. School. Knew the "proper" way to get the answer. Disregarded it. Did it my own way instead.
5. Life. Kissed my best friend. Wasn't planning on it. Kissed him anyways.
And I hope I just didn't ruin one of the best things I ever had.
1. Football. 4th down and yards to go, told to punt. Bypassed logic and just went for it instead.
2. Kitchen. Supposed to follow the directions explicitly to the letter. Didn't. Chose gut feeling instead.
3. Work. List of things to do and not to do. Ignored the whole thing. Rewrote my own list instead.
4. School. Knew the "proper" way to get the answer. Disregarded it. Did it my own way instead.
5. Life. Kissed my best friend. Wasn't planning on it. Kissed him anyways.
And I hope I just didn't ruin one of the best things I ever had.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket - Never let it fade away.
Last night as I lay in bed and the lines between reality and dreaming started to blur, my mind was filled with an incredulous story that seemed so.... cockamamie to me. Unbelievable and fallacious. And yet, I could not resist putting it here for you all to enjoy. (Parts are true, parts are not: believe what you want.)
Once, there were these two young, amazingly beautiful, charming, witty and knowledgeable girls named Yesnik and Acceb. Their grandfather was one of the noblest in the land, but all of his wealth had been inherited by other descendants, so these girls had to settle for the distinct privilege of being recognized as the belles of their boroughs. Although Yesnik and Acceb lived miles away from each other, they were given the opportunity to spend a very small amount of time together once every two years.
This year, unfortunately Yesnick and Acceb had their time shortened due to previous social engagements. So all they had together was one night. That night was the time for divulging secrets and re-enacting adventures! Tonight - this one memorable night - Yesnik and Acceb decided to finally exchange their sagas of their individual quests for the elusive falling stars.
Now, it is important to give you this sidenote: Ever since the beginning of time, it has been the goal of each young lady who lives and breathes to catch as many falling stars as possible. In some vast lands, it is an honor to have the most falling stars. In other different lands, you are revered and esteemed for only catching a small amount, and shunned for catching more than is considered your fair share - for let's be honest, that can be misconstrued as being avaricious and greedy. All lands view falling stars as precious gifts and catching them is more than just a rite of passage - it is a wondrous opportunity and an honored privilege to experience.
You must also understand that Yesnick and Acceb differed in age by only a few years. As both Yesnik and Acceb began to relate their tales, both were reluctant to admit to the other the amount of falling stars each had acquired. But as the stories of each conquest were revealed, Yesnik and Acceb could only exclaim that they had also had done what the other had accomplished. One by one, star by star, through the complexities they had separately endured, Acceb and Yesnik only grew closer together - through caring for and saving the life of a child to competing and conquering challenges issued by others,. As their caboodle of stars continued to proliferate, so did their love and caring for each other.
Yet, as much as they loved each other and their bond of almost-sisterhood, there was a slight sense of competition between them. When it came down to finally giving the exact specifications of how many falling stars they had each amassed, they agreed to tell each other at the same time. On the count of 3, they both said their number of falling stars. And which of these do you think took the prize? Well, my dear reader, neither. At the same time, both Yesnik and Acceb called out the exact same number - twenty-nine. A number to be applauded, indeed. And because of their exceedingly high successes, they were lauded as the most talented and accomplished ladies in all the land.
THE END.
Well, folks, I laid there in my bed thinking about my collection falling stars. And I take comfort in knowing that the sky is so vast and filled with balls of gas burning billions of miles away and that there are more available if I choose to seek them out. And I think I'm okay with just having my two falling stars right now. I'll leave the shining, shimmering and being the heroes to Yesnik and Acceb.
Once, there were these two young, amazingly beautiful, charming, witty and knowledgeable girls named Yesnik and Acceb. Their grandfather was one of the noblest in the land, but all of his wealth had been inherited by other descendants, so these girls had to settle for the distinct privilege of being recognized as the belles of their boroughs. Although Yesnik and Acceb lived miles away from each other, they were given the opportunity to spend a very small amount of time together once every two years.
This year, unfortunately Yesnick and Acceb had their time shortened due to previous social engagements. So all they had together was one night. That night was the time for divulging secrets and re-enacting adventures! Tonight - this one memorable night - Yesnik and Acceb decided to finally exchange their sagas of their individual quests for the elusive falling stars.
Now, it is important to give you this sidenote: Ever since the beginning of time, it has been the goal of each young lady who lives and breathes to catch as many falling stars as possible. In some vast lands, it is an honor to have the most falling stars. In other different lands, you are revered and esteemed for only catching a small amount, and shunned for catching more than is considered your fair share - for let's be honest, that can be misconstrued as being avaricious and greedy. All lands view falling stars as precious gifts and catching them is more than just a rite of passage - it is a wondrous opportunity and an honored privilege to experience.
You must also understand that Yesnick and Acceb differed in age by only a few years. As both Yesnik and Acceb began to relate their tales, both were reluctant to admit to the other the amount of falling stars each had acquired. But as the stories of each conquest were revealed, Yesnik and Acceb could only exclaim that they had also had done what the other had accomplished. One by one, star by star, through the complexities they had separately endured, Acceb and Yesnik only grew closer together - through caring for and saving the life of a child to competing and conquering challenges issued by others,. As their caboodle of stars continued to proliferate, so did their love and caring for each other.
Yet, as much as they loved each other and their bond of almost-sisterhood, there was a slight sense of competition between them. When it came down to finally giving the exact specifications of how many falling stars they had each amassed, they agreed to tell each other at the same time. On the count of 3, they both said their number of falling stars. And which of these do you think took the prize? Well, my dear reader, neither. At the same time, both Yesnik and Acceb called out the exact same number - twenty-nine. A number to be applauded, indeed. And because of their exceedingly high successes, they were lauded as the most talented and accomplished ladies in all the land.
THE END.
Well, folks, I laid there in my bed thinking about my collection falling stars. And I take comfort in knowing that the sky is so vast and filled with balls of gas burning billions of miles away and that there are more available if I choose to seek them out. And I think I'm okay with just having my two falling stars right now. I'll leave the shining, shimmering and being the heroes to Yesnik and Acceb.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
musings?
i'd rather do things my own way. on my own time. without getting hurt. except apparently, that's not possible. even when you did everything you could. i built walls. around and around to keep everyone out that i didn't want to let in.
where does it all come from? why does that one hurt so badly and why do i care so much about someone i don't actually know. and pretty soon this facade will be over and you'll realize who i truly am. and then you'll leave me and i will leave with a memory. because isn't that all i really need? just memories. and hopes and dreams. but nothing real or made up.
i live in this world. where everything is like a dream. try as i might nothing ever becomes the way i want it to be. in the end, i have to realize that i can never really want anything. i am afraid that if i want something so much, it only means that i will never have it.
where does it all come from? why does that one hurt so badly and why do i care so much about someone i don't actually know. and pretty soon this facade will be over and you'll realize who i truly am. and then you'll leave me and i will leave with a memory. because isn't that all i really need? just memories. and hopes and dreams. but nothing real or made up.
i live in this world. where everything is like a dream. try as i might nothing ever becomes the way i want it to be. in the end, i have to realize that i can never really want anything. i am afraid that if i want something so much, it only means that i will never have it.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Stuck on band-aids...
I didn't think it would feel like this. And yet, somehow getting stood up on a fake date is worse than a real date. I didn't think that was possible. I mean, you're not emotionally involved or interested or anything like that. It's basically a blind date. Nothing else. And yet, it was far more terrible than I expected. Why? Well, let me tell you:
If you get asked out on a real date, that at least is one sign that the guy is interested in you, at least enough to want to ask you out. And if he does not make it to this date, it is probably for a good reason, because if he wants to spend time with you, he would probably try NOT to miss. But, on a fake date like this, if the guy stands you up, it really means he does not give a crap about you. Period. At all.
Basically, it feels just like a band-aid. Why would I choose prolonged agony? Agony that can be so painfully felt by every single, distinctive, individual cell as it is tugged and ripped away from my skin. But then all of a sudden, there is relief. no pressure. cold air. freedom.
Well, I've decided that if I had a choice, I'd rather have my band-aids ripped off. So please, don't be the one to just be pressed upon me gently and then slowly pulled away. Just ripping you off is a lot easier, and trust me, I'll get over being semi-disappointed in you and judging your faulty character a lot faster. However, I plan on avoiding this dilemma entirely by not ever needing a band-aid.
If I did, I'd get one from this box:
If you get asked out on a real date, that at least is one sign that the guy is interested in you, at least enough to want to ask you out. And if he does not make it to this date, it is probably for a good reason, because if he wants to spend time with you, he would probably try NOT to miss. But, on a fake date like this, if the guy stands you up, it really means he does not give a crap about you. Period. At all.
Basically, it feels just like a band-aid. Why would I choose prolonged agony? Agony that can be so painfully felt by every single, distinctive, individual cell as it is tugged and ripped away from my skin. But then all of a sudden, there is relief. no pressure. cold air. freedom.
Well, I've decided that if I had a choice, I'd rather have my band-aids ripped off. So please, don't be the one to just be pressed upon me gently and then slowly pulled away. Just ripping you off is a lot easier, and trust me, I'll get over being semi-disappointed in you and judging your faulty character a lot faster. However, I plan on avoiding this dilemma entirely by not ever needing a band-aid.
If I did, I'd get one from this box:
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I'll Love You Forever, I'll Like You For Always...
dear Mom,
Today is your birthday. It seems inappropriate to say that you are older and wiser now because you have always been so wise, and you do not seem so old. You are so lovely to me - with your quiet confidence, your steady perseverance and your endless love. The moment I realized you truly truly loved me was one of those days back in high school- during the times when it seems like all I did every weekend was fight with you and Dad about every thing; when I assumed I was right and you were wrong.
Of course, it was just after we'd been fighting. Dad and I are so alike, Mom. We both like working with our hands, we both make a face when we're being stubborn, we both like to do things in certain ways - so of course, why would we be able to get along when we both assume we're right? Me being the over-emotional teenager that I was, I remember running out of the house crying and sitting down on the ground because nothing seemed to ever go my way and thinking that Dad was ruining my life and now I had no way to escape feeling like that. But, Mom, you came out after me. You didn't come and apologize or say things could be my way and that I could go and have fun. You didn't lecture me on respecting my parents or being a responsible person. No, Mom, you just sat down next to me on the ground. And when I finally opened my eyes through the tears I couldn't stop from coming, and finally looked at you, I saw that you were crying too. I knew, right then, at that moment that you loved me so much. You loved me enough to let me hurt and let me learn. You loved me enough to let me grow. I think at that moment, I finally began to understand the love a parent has for their child.
Mom, you taught me how to always strive to be my best, to not quit when things feel so low. You taught me how to be independent and that I am the happiest when I can be myself. I know I take you for granted and that you deserve so much more than I can give. I love you and I always will. Thank you for being the person that you are and for teaching me how to be like you.
I love you every day of the year,
but especially today, and always for eternity.
your daughter
Of course, it was just after we'd been fighting. Dad and I are so alike, Mom. We both like working with our hands, we both make a face when we're being stubborn, we both like to do things in certain ways - so of course, why would we be able to get along when we both assume we're right? Me being the over-emotional teenager that I was, I remember running out of the house crying and sitting down on the ground because nothing seemed to ever go my way and thinking that Dad was ruining my life and now I had no way to escape feeling like that. But, Mom, you came out after me. You didn't come and apologize or say things could be my way and that I could go and have fun. You didn't lecture me on respecting my parents or being a responsible person. No, Mom, you just sat down next to me on the ground. And when I finally opened my eyes through the tears I couldn't stop from coming, and finally looked at you, I saw that you were crying too. I knew, right then, at that moment that you loved me so much. You loved me enough to let me hurt and let me learn. You loved me enough to let me grow. I think at that moment, I finally began to understand the love a parent has for their child.
Mom, you taught me how to always strive to be my best, to not quit when things feel so low. You taught me how to be independent and that I am the happiest when I can be myself. I know I take you for granted and that you deserve so much more than I can give. I love you and I always will. Thank you for being the person that you are and for teaching me how to be like you.
I love you every day of the year,
but especially today, and always for eternity.
your daughter
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